You were lost

Current Mood: creative
Current Music: Wouldn't It Be Nice* The Beach Boys

oh yeah. I forgot to mention.

I got my report card.

=)

I got four A's and a B+.

I also made the Dean's List!!!!!!!!!

My gpa is now a whopping 3.7 =) How Exciting!!!!!!!!!! lol I'm a nerd I know.

Joshua I Love You!

*CoUnT My StArS*

Current Mood: depressed
Current Music: Channel 4...Ronald Reagen's Funeral.

I took today and tomorrow off. I thought I had to do something today, but its tomorrow. Now im just sitting here. Depressed. Alone.

I'm watching the Funeral of Ronald Reagen. RIP.

It's rather sad.

Tonite, Joshua and I are going to do a short work out and then we're going to CJ Barrymores. That should be fun. Maybe i'll feel better.

I Love You.

*CoUnT My StArS*

This is a FRIENDS journal only.

Therefore If Your not on my friends list. THEN you don't belong looking at my journal.

Thank you.

Have a nice day.

*CoUnT My StArS*

Current Mood: rejuvenated
Current Music: Dashboard Confessional* So Long So Long

WOW!

What a GREAT fucking concert!  The Getup Kids and Thrice Rocked. BUT Dashboard Confessional Totally Blew Them Out of the water. OMG they were so fucking amazing! They played tons of new songs and ALL my favorite songs! Wooo! What a nite! Joshua bought me a sweet ass Dashboard shirt. Thank you lover. <3

Tomorrow is Taking Back Sunday, Blink 182 & The Used. It's gonna be great. Let's hope It's as fun as tonite!

I Love You Joshua <3

*CoUnT My StArS*

Current Mood: excited
Current Music: Dashboard* Screaming Infadelities

Dashboard Confessional....Here I Come!!!!!

Woo I'm So Excited!

Joshua I Love You!

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Current Mood: calm
Current Music: tv's on....

For more pix go to....

http://img12.photobucket.com/albums/v31/Snlxrugburn/

(lol thanx jen!)

Joshua <3

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Current Mood: depressed
Current Music: Everwood .........

I Miss My Family.

I Miss My MOM. = ' (

I just want everything to be normal.

*CoUnT My StArS*

I Miss You SO Much......

*CoUnT My StArS*

Current Mood: aggravated
Current Music: The Used*Box Of Sharp Objects

Not sure why, but I rarely feel like updating anymore.

All i do is work, school soccer and josh. thats it.

Kind of want a change. I wanna hang out w/ everyone again.

Well anyways. I got my physical and fingerprints done for the papers I had to fill out to be "official" assistant coach for soccer. Hope it will be done soooooonnn.

School started monday. I have intro to windows xp 11-12:40, oral communications 1-2:40, and basic math 3-4:40. i think im going to do good in all these classes. Speech is going to be tuff cuz i dont like talkin infront of others. not good at it either.

Work...well works work. I'm goin along, not working that much maybe 2-3 days a week because of school and soccer. but once june hits i can work everyday.

I found the car i want!!!!!!!!!!!! 1997 Mittsubishi Eclipse (Spyder) It's silver, w/ a black top. and its only for $5,995. But the hood is dented and scraped so im gonna see if he will lower the price cuz im planing on changing the hood to black if i get it anyways. I REALLY WANT THIS CAR. wish me luck.

I'm tired. My Bed Calls.

*CoUnT My StArS*

Current Mood: aggravated
Current Music: Days Of Our Lives <3

This week has sucked so much. Each day has been bad. The only good thing that has been happening to me this week is Joshua & Soccer. I Love them both. Josh has been there for me no matter what. If it wasn't for him I would probably be kicked out of my house, doing drugs and a drunk. But thanks to him, I'm not. I'm something better. Just not sure what. But he knows. He see's a part of me that no one has ever seen, Not even me. He's the best thing that has ever happened to me in my entire LIFE. I thank God everyday for him. Sometimes it scares me cuz i think im going to loose him. But never. I'm never going to. I Love You Joshua Michael. <3

Friday is our 6 month Anniversary! I decided to take him out to dinner and a movie <3 Love You Bebe! Muah!

Today....Picking up Mel, Lyn & Sara then going to soccer practice until 5ish. Then droppin them off and then meeting Joshua at school for class at 6. =) Can't Wait!

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Current Mood: crazy
Current Music: Dashboard Confessional*Shirts & Gloves

I HATE HOMEWORK!

I am SO glad today is my last day of class until April 5th!!! YaY!

Plans For Today

+ Study

+ Shower

+ Soccer Practice At 4:30

 + Class at 6

+ Hangin out w/ Joshua Afterwards =) <3

+ Home

 + Sleep

Tomorrow

+ Work 11-7

+ Then I Don't Know.

 Jmc I Love You.

*CoUnT My StArS*